I've Changed!!!

They say I've changed, aint that right?
Is it cause I now put up a fight?
They say I've changed, from what I was before
Is it cause insulting me was what you would adore?
They say I've changed, as am not the same anymore
Was it cause I had too many challenges at my door?
They say I've changed, I now like being alone
May be cause when I did want company, this was the only route shown
They say I've changed, selfish as they had called
Is it cause trash was where my heart was stalled?
They say I've changed, I don't know how to love anymore
Question being, was i even being loved before?
Was I being loved before??