Mixed Emotions

Came a day when i realized my family needed me more
A difficult choice to make had come to my door
A career well settled and friends all around
Or the satisfaction of having my family around

Cant i have both without sacrificing the other?
Losing any of them  had suddenly come to bother
I have found families in my friends here
They gave me love, trust and a lot of care
And now is the time to say goodbye to all
Come to think of it, my court never really had the ball

The love and care that i have received from you
When I say it cant be paid back, trust me its True
I thank you all for everything you have done for me
I wish we were atleast in the same country ;)
But fate played its game and now its time to go
But my love for you guys will only grow
I hope to see you guys sometime soon again
But this goodbye will definitely give me more pain
My family awaits when I bid farewell to you all
But I go with a hope that this wall of distance will one day Fall
It has to come down and fall.