Wedding jitters

Where shud I start or end
Like a wet mud I was ready to blend
But to what extent was the thought that never crossed
Upon asked I thought big deal, whats the fuss
I get it now as it all comes to me at once
Was no more a kid and it happened in a span of few months
Things around me have changed and changed a lot
What should i do and what not, is the only thought
Things i do or say travels the other way round
Things i never meant, have offended ppl was found
Stuck between everyone and their thoughts
And their ear pleasing taunts
Had few expectations from someone which is well thrashed
My dreams and happiness are now properly mashed
Havin no expectations from someone still manages to hurt
Just cause the words that come out are way too blunt
Driving me crazy and I wanna run away
So far that noone knows where I stay
Thats not gonna give me happiness either
Probably just my frustration and tweets on twitter
Have to live this and will get through I know
I am no weak, I ought to show...

life

life.. strange turn of events
life.. mixed with weird moments
life.. makes u smile when u least expect
life.. tears u up and leaves u wrecked

why am I sad when I have it figured out
when I know the problem why do I wanna shout
I always knew this is how its goin to be
This was a future long back i could foresee
A life I have chosen to live the way it is
Then why have my hands suddenly come to freeze
I would speak up if I had someone to listen to
I am blamed after every pain I went through
Understanding is a word long lost in the dictionary
I wud just keep shut and talk to him through pictionary
A smile as a reply for everythin he says
wats on my mind, oh.. c'mon.. who cares
wud end my life right now if I could
But This is not somethin I shud..
So lets just face it and prepare myself for it
Let the show begin for me to be a spectator and sit..

The Only Solution

The only solution to our problem is to hang up

No matter how I feel, you Will just hang up

I can feel bad and I can get mad

But i would never do that back

Cause I know how insulted how I feel when you do that

Cant imagine making you feel like crap

So ya, you dont care and you will do it

NO matter who you are doing it with

Not the first time you hung up on me

But I guess my fault that I just let it be

Well doesn matter at all, does it

If it does, I am sure you will not repeat it.

Being Loved

When I was young, I had a dream
A dream am sure every girl would have seen
A prince charming riding the horse
With loads of love in his eyes, oçourse
The unknown face of the prince is now known to me
The love we share seems like thats how it was meant to be
Every morning with a wake up kiss
Every moment with him is like a magical bliss
Wishes fulfilled before spoken
No work left undone
Random dinner dates with him
And his stupid taunts for me to get slim
Random flirting statements just to get my reaction
But a love confession he wouldn forget to mention
Concern behind his temper when I dont eat
His ways for me are just too sweet
I love him like I have never felt before
There is nothing else that I could have asked for more
I love you sweetheart, always stay the same
I am lucky to have shared your name

Speechless!!

I want to write about him but i dont know what to write
About the time I feel loved or when we fight
Nevertheless the love I see in his eyes is something never seen before
The way he cuddles me when I cry, is what I adore
One short tempered person seen first time in my life
I need to handle it being his wife
The temper lasts for what, a few seconds
But otherwise, he is the shiniest among all diamonds
The love and respect he has for our families is what  I respect
Probably small things like these make him perfect
Every second he makes me feel we are meant for each other
Am glad as we are now FOREVER TOGETHER :)

Sisters

Always wanted a sister young or elder
Cause on the rainy day, she wud be my shelter
The one I cud share everything with
My secrets, my crushes and my first kiss
We would fight about clothes and the other stuff
May be sometimes the fight would get rough
Well, Guess what.. my married life gave me a few
The ones who were missing in  my life I knew
All bubbly, fun loving and easy to talk to
If needed I knew whom to ping to
The love I see they share among themselves
Is the one I always missed and craved
But now I have and and I have it all
Not from one or two, but from all
I love you guys and thanks for coming along
In my weak times, I know you ll make me strong
I know you ll always come along :)

I wanna fly

I wanna fly, fly up in the sky
To a place so very high
A place filled with love and with care
A place very far away somewhere
A place where there is no one to judge
A place with no pessimism and no grudge
A place where we can be who we are
A place with no restrictions and no bar
Some place where we know only how to love
A place somewhere up above
Where one's beauty is through the heart
Where no misunderstanding can drive anyone apart
Some place where people would not only listen but understand
Where celebration of each and everyday is grand
Where unwanted thoughts never cross our mind
Such a place, where do I go find?